Life lesson

Did a lot of thinking, did a lot reading lately. M I growing older? Started to think about how my future gonna look like. Am I gonna be rich? Am I good be someone who able to inspired people? Am I gonna be someone who is successful? 

I always want to be successful. I grab opportunities I grab chances, I am aggressive. For me, its all about learning and falling down and standing up and knowing urself more and using ur capabilities at the right place and right time. 

You will never know whether the job/the career suits you if you never try. Well said: No harm for trying. 

Never put the blame on ur family if they're not about to give u a wealthy lifestyle. Never doubt ur ability if you never try. Never say no to opportunities if you could grab it. 

Life is all about learning and growing. 

I hope that I can be a better ones in 2012, I hope that I can make my dreams come true. I hope that I can start funding myself and start paying my own tuition fee.

Studying in Taylors isn't really that easy for my family. I'm not born in rich but dad wants me to have better education to he uses his saving to pay for my school fees and I actually appreciate it much.

If you know me in real life, you'll know that how much studying in Taylors mean to me. I stayed up whole night memorizing the whole management textbook because I failed twice and I hate it. I hate to disappoint my parents. I cut down my outings, chatting sessions w my babes just to study. How ironic. 

Babe Hooi said I'm getting matured, at least the relationship btwn me and my family is getting better. 

Frankly speaking, I hate my family loads when I was in high school, I think that they're so unfair to me. Lil bro gets the things that he wants easily but me? I have to save my pocket moneys for nice outfits. I'm a vain pot, so I started to work as free lancer once I graduated from high school. I use the salaries for my outfits, branded cosmetics.

When I grow older, I started to think that it's unnecessary to have all branded outfits in the closet. I'm now back to the cheap dresses, I bought most of my stuffs in sgw for this new year. It took so much time and so much money for me to actually grow up, to actually understand the value of money.

Branded outfits, branded bags, branded shoes, branded from head to toe do not make u a better person. If people judge you from your outfit, if they decide whether to make friends with u depend on ur branded. Please walk away from them. They'll never be your true friends.

I do have a lot of wealthy friends around me, but they never look down on me because I can only afford a 30% off FCUK tee and they wear Lactose as their pajamas. 

I think its pretty important to be who you are. People will only appreciate you if they judge u from ur heart, from ur soul.

I know, one day, I'll be having all the branded using my hard earned money.

Well, my definition of successful is I am able to give my parents a better lifestyle. I am not getting myself a LV/Gucci/Prada/Chanel if I couldn't get one for my mum and dad. 

Shall hit the sack now. I'm so gonna practice sleeping early at night and waking up early in the morning, and the first thing to do when I get up from bed is to think: "If today were the last day in my life, what would I want to do what I am about to do?" *proudly inspired by the legend, Steve Job*

-xoxo-